Salam :)
Today is my first day at the office after 3-months maternity leave.
Today is my first time apart from my baby girl.
Like all mother out there, how I wish I can be 24-hours with my baby girl. Ya Allah, since Maghrib semalam I dah start drama air mata. Sedih kot. Usually Maryam bukak mata je ngadap muka Ummi dia, and today I am not there.
And, to make things even worst, I left my handphone at home. Damn. Hubs got 2 phone, and I borrowed one. Not because I want to get access to instagram or what, it just that I need to look at my baby girl picture while I am away from her. I did bring her last nigh wash cloths. Ada bau Maryam.
I didn't function at the office today. Still in the midst of sorting out email. I didn't bother to read all email one by one, I straight away forwarded it to archive. Not in the mood.
After this, I am going to hibernate and pumping milk at the musolla until lunch time.
I am not going to express my feelings much here, or else I cry like a Niagara fall.
I miss my baby girl damn much :(
I yg dah lama masuk keje balik pn sedey hari2 nk tinggal anak..huwaaa. T-T
ReplyDeletehurm..be strong k bai.. at least maryam in a good hands. mmg berat hati. smpai arini pn i still rasa sedih.mcm u ckp, u will get better in times.. *hugs*
ReplyDeletejgn sedih nt efek lak u nk pam susu.pk maryam je k.mst susu mencurah hehe
sabar yer beb.. esk jgn lupa hp. ;) nanti printlah gambar Maryam sekpg dua tampal kat workstation. ;)
ReplyDeletebersabarlah bai...i pun hari2 masih call babysitter sebab rindu hamza..
ReplyDeletebe strong.. maryam ok je kot.. in sha Allah :)
ReplyDeletejangan nangis ye cry baby. everything will be alright :)
ReplyDeletesuka ayat..straight away masuk archive..kan best kalo2 hari on pc..tak perlu bc unread messages and straight away masuk archive..kikiki..
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