Today is my first day at the office after 3-months maternity leave.
Today is my first time apart from my baby girl.
Like all mother out there, how I wish I can be 24-hours with my baby girl. Ya Allah, since Maghrib semalam I dah start drama air mata. Sedih kot. Usually Maryam bukak mata je ngadap muka Ummi dia, and today I am not there.
And, to make things even worst, I left my handphone at home. Damn. Hubs got 2 phone, and I borrowed one. Not because I want to get access to instagram or what, it just that I need to look at my baby girl picture while I am away from her. I did bring her last nigh wash cloths. Ada bau Maryam.
I didn't function at the office today. Still in the midst of sorting out email. I didn't bother to read all email one by one, I straight away forwarded it to archive. Not in the mood.
After this, I am going to hibernate and pumping milk at the musolla until lunch time.
I am not going to express my feelings much here, or else I cry like a Niagara fall.
I miss my baby girl damn much :(