35th Weeks Updates

Salam :)

Lama betul I tak update blog. I suddenly got the writer's block. Haha. Must be due to my mind is occupied with lots of things, especially when I am already at 35th weeks. Cuak oii cuak.

TANDA-TANDA BERSALIN
I dah start rasa sakit ari-ari like a period pain. Sakit dan tak selesa. But still bearable. Sakit belakang makin menjadi-jadi. I susah nak tido malam dengan selesa. Pusing kanan pusing kiri. Bila dah dapat comfortable position, nak terkencing lah pulok. Pusat I pun dah terjojol sikit. Kalau pakai baju kaen nipis memang boleh nampak. Hee. I can't fit to any pyjamas pants. Gilaa. Besides that, I asyik sleepy ja. Kat ofis tido 15minutes during lunch time pun will do. Luckily Adam & Hawa dah abes, so malam-malam memang I tido awal.

HUSBAND
Hubs being so sweet, like always. Before this, I drive alone to the office. Now, I have him to accompany me. And from my office, he take LRT to his office. Time balik pun camtu. Dia akan take LRT to Bangsar and balik together. Sian die penat. Love him to bits. Sometimes he went back from the office quite late, so I akan balik dulu. Merasa la sampai rumah before 7pm dan dapat tengok cite Hingga Hujung Nyawa. Haha.

PERINEAL MASSAGE
I had started doing perineal massage like few weeks ago. I gigih buat hari-hari, tapi I xde la buat dalam-dalam macam the utube video. I baru tau yang my EMAB Stretch Oil ne bole guna utk perineal massage. So, I tak jadi la beli Tanamera VCO. Betul la cakap orang, dah buat selalu takpayah pakai cermin dah.

PREPARATION
I have lots of things to buy. Especially barang-barang for my confinement. Hishh, hari-hari I risau takut bersalin tak sempat beli semua barang dan tak sempat laundry baju baby dan kemas rumah. Risau. I still tak pack my hospital bag. Aduhaiiii, malas. I nak bersalin lepas CNY bole? Bagi dah lepas sume public holiday yang banyak tu. Haha. Boleh pilih-pilih pulok kan?

BIRTH PLAN
I still didn't make up my mind. Basically sebab I don't really have all the knowledge yet. I tau I memang nak opt for normal delivery, tapi tak pasti whether I nak amek epidural ke tak. Serious, I have to really gather all the information needed. Like seriously. I did watched the delivery video, both normal and c-sect. It's scary though. Tarik nafas, whatever pun I need to face it. I boleh tahan sakit. Ya Allah, please ease my labor process. Inshaallah everything will be okay.

PANTANG
Inshaallah, my mom will come to KL and take care of me. Love u mak. Hee. I kan suka gila makan laksa and haritu my mom said nanti kena pantang makan laksa setahun. Sobs. Terkezut I. Pantang ice I boleh lagik. Pantang laksa? OMG. Now memang I dok pulun makan laksa bagi puas. Sekarang kalau I terlintas nak makan ape mesti terus pi cari, sebab I dok pk nanti kena pantang. Haha.

STRESS AT THE OFFICE
Not because of works, sebab I amek pendekatan I buat keje selagi termampu dan selagi sempat. Malas nak committed sangat, at the end boss tak appreciate pun. So, I took things easily. And I became more relax. But I stress with politic at the office. Bila ramai perempuan dalam one department ne, banyak sangat gosip dan drama. Serious bosan. Biasalah sekarang musim baru abes appraisal and nak dapat bonus, semua orang confident dia layak Exceed Target (ET) = more bonus & increment. So, bila nama orang laen yang naek, biasalah banyak bunyi kat belakang. I pun tak puas hati, I pun deserved dapat ET tapi bila dah boss calon nama orang laen I redha. Bukan I tak kesah, bukan I biar orang buat sesuka hati kat I, it just that, I buat kerja bukan nak dapat pengharapan manusia, I buat kerja cari redha Allah (influenced by Dr. Muhaya). I percaya bukan boss I yang tentukan rezeki I. Allah yang tentukan. Even I tak dapat extra bonus and increment, I percaya Allah bagi I rezeki dalam bentuk laen. I alhamdulillah, even tengah sarat still bole jaga suami, kemas rumas. Our little angel pun dah nak keluar. I have great family and family in laws. So, please percaya ada rezeki dalam bentuk laen. I memang tak paham why certain colleagues still beriya nak ET tu. Pastu hari-hari ulang cakap benda yang sama as if dia sorang je layak. I am sick of it. Sometimes during lunch time I avoid lunch together sebab malas nak dengar the same issue over and over again. Bosan. Sebab tu kadang-kadang bangun pagi rasa malas nak pergi ofis, dok harap cepat bersalin sebab takmo go through the drama. Haish, tu bila I cakap kat kakak ofis sebelah I yang I sakit ari-ari, dia akan cakap kalau stress lagik sakit. So, kena relax. Aduhaiiii...rasa nak cari keje laen sebab next year time appraisal and bonus mesti drama yang sama berulang. Sobs. Redah dan tahan je la sementara nak beranak ne.

INSTAGRAM
I am now dah start active maen insta. Dah create acc lama cuma rasa comfortable dengan FB lagik. So, insta I terbiar je. Bila sekarang I noticed FB dah tak berapa secured/privacy, so I start active maen insta. Bengang kot bila si kepochi dok cakap dia tau I mintak pm price barang-barang kat FB. Haishhh. Rimas. So, kalau sape-sape ada insta, add la I -> BAIZURANATASHA.

Ha...banyak betul updatenye kan. Hee. That's all I guess. For the sake of not forgetting kan, memang kena buat note on every single thing.

Even now I am feeling all excited to see my little angel, but still I rasa nak die dalam perut lama. I am going to miss this moment.

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