What to Expect When You are Expecting

Salam lovelies...

Yeah, I just wached the movie. It's a sweet movie and it even sweeter if you are really expecting. Too bad it is just not my rezeki yet. I am not complaining, it just somehow I felt it is quite too long for me. I've been married for 5months and some of you might say like still early. If you are at my place, you will feel like a year. Seriously.

I can't help myself from feeling mad at one of my friend. She got married a month before me and when I am back to the office after marriage leave, she told me she's a month pregnant and yet keep on saying that both of them did'nt ready for a baby. And she kept on saying it. If you were at my place, then you know how I can't bear with her. It's not easy at my place and she just can't be thankful enough. Recently, she informed that she's carrying a twin and for me it's double the joy. Unfortunately, at her side it double her trouble.

She've been telling everyone that she's pregnant and she didn't ready for it. And it just made me sick of her. I always think at the bright side, that she's actually happy and excited but she just anxious for something that come earlier than expected.

Rezeki mudah for her. Allah knows the best time for us to get a baby. Maybe, we both don't really ready physically and mentally eventhough we feel like we are more than ready. Right?

I met a friend last week. We got married at the same week. I know I shouldn't asked him about his wife. But I just can't help myself. His wife is 3-months pregnant and I was trying my best to congratulates him with the happy face. We are having lunch at that time and I just couldn't finish my lunch. For those who've been at my shoes, you know how it feels right?

Hmmm.....been talking about the pregnancy issue again. Sorry and I blame the hormones. Haha. Frustrated everytime Im having my period. However, still glad knowing that Im normal, still having period regularly. Plus, I am so stress this weekend because Im bringing home a pile of workload and still couldn't finish it eventhough I've been doing it like 100-hours :(

And tomorrow is Monday already. Penattt!!

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