Minggu yang Memenatkan Jiwa dan Raga

Salam :)

I dah masuk 38weeks. Masih belom bersalin dan I rasa macam lambat lagik ja. Hari-hari pergi ofis jumpa macam-macam orang,  macam-macam ramalan yang I dengar. Perut dah turun la. Bersalin lagik 2,3 hari la. Kaki bengkak sangat la. Serious, kadang-kadang tak larat nak dengar mitos yang belum tentu betul. Pasrah je I, I masih boleh menunggu dengan sabar.

Important work at the office already settled. Lega. Setelah berhempas pulas the whole week. Sampai ofis around 7.50am terus buat kerja sambil breakfast. Buat keje fokus sampai lunch time. I memang kurangkan borak, pasang earphone so I bole distract from gangguan sekeliling. Kadang-kadang I cabut wayar phone, tak larat nak entertain macam-macam query. After lunch I akan tido half an hour, solat zohor then sambung buat keje dalam dunia sendiri. Around 6pm, solat asar and waiting for husband nak balik sekali. Sampai rumah malam memang flat. Rutin seminggu ne memang memenatkan. This whole week tiap kali PIL ajak dinner kat luar, tiap kali tu I reject. So, hubs pergi la sorang-sorang pastu balik tapau makanan kat I. I skang ne heartburn sangat-sangat kalau makan malam, selalunya I jamah 2,3 suap ja. Kalau makan banyak, malam nanti tak dapat tido pulak.

Hari ne I dah siap buat wasiat. Kat mana file penting, keje ape yang masih pending, access to my email, etc. Sebab knowing my boss, dia tak pernah amek tau sume tu. So,  I taknak dia kol I time maternity leave tanya itu ini. Please la, dont disturb me. I dah remind everyone, don't call me if it is work related thingy. I dah sacrifice a lot kot since January, so please respect me. Only Allah knows how I suffer back pain, waist ache and toilet trip like 20times during office hours. Especially after solat zohor, mesti dah flat. I still attend meeting, kadang-kadang back to back meeting. Mengah oii. I dah sarat sangat kot and yet my boss still forward keje banyak kat I. Everyday my boss cakap jangan la bersalin lagik. Whattheheck la kan? Selfish gila. Yet still taknak amek tau pasal kerja I. And....the worst thing is during my 3-months maternity leave, memang takde replacement. Bole? My boss baru apply for temporary staff. Bila masa I nak teach that temp staff? Gilaa. I memang sarkastik abes dah since semalam, I keep on cakap, balik maternity leave nanti kalau keje yang menanti I berlambak memang I tender terus. Kalau I kaya memang I dah tender 24-hours notice. Bullshit giler. He has the whole last year to find a colleague for our team but he just take things for granted dan ingat I boleh buat semua benda sorang. Tak reti appreciate pulak tu.

Okay.termeroyan pasal ofis pulak kat sini. Seriously I memang stress benda ne. The other colleagues sume suggest, amek mc sementara nak tunggu bersalin. Sebab tengok I petang-petang flat abes. Dengan tak selesanya. I selalu buka bra bila petang pastu lilit shawl nak cover. Serious sakit gila.
I dah tak peduli dah, walau tempat I memang dah macam selat melaka. Tempat laluan orang ramai. Who cares kan? As long as I selesa.

Pastu tiap kali I express how I cant tolerate with my boss, people keep on saying, 'sabar', 'sabar', 'ignore je dia'. Oh hello? I've been working like hell for the past 1-year kot, sabar I pun dah sampai limit. Pastu mesti cakap, 'nanti mesti anak you muka macam dia'.

Okayh. Seriously, annoying gilaa.

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