Reflect #1

"Kemudian Kami ciptakan air benih itu menjadi sebuku darah beku lalu Kami ciptakan darah beku itu menjadi seketul daging; kemudian Kami ciptakan daging itu menjadi beberapa tulang; kemudian Kami balut tulang-tulang itu dengan daging. Setelah sempurna kejadian itu Kami bentuk ia menjadi makhluk yang lain sifat keadaannya. Maka nyatalah kelebihan dan ketinggian Allah sebaik-baik Pencipta."
-Surah Al-Mukminin:ayat 14-

Ya Allah, Subhanallah. How great Allah is.

Dari tanah Allah jadikan manusia. Dengan setitik air mani sahaja Allah jadikan seketul darah. Dan menjadi seketul daging. Dari daging Allah membentuk tulang dan sebahagian dari daging membalut tulang tersebut. Sempurna bentuk, ditiupkan sifat pada janin tersebut. Subhanallah. Tak tercapai akal manusia. Far beyond our thinking. Allah Maha Besar.

We should always reflect on how we are here. From there, we will always surely cant stop thanking Him. Be grateful on the 'nyawa' given. What we have done to 'pay' Him. Cukupkah amalan selama ne? Dah ready to meet Him? I am asking myself these questions?

Ya Allah, please forgive me.

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I asked. And HE gave

Salam :)

Syukur alhamdulillah. For all the nikmat that Allah showered. I couldn't be more than happy. Allah will always give everything we needed, not anything we wanted.

I am a Muslim since I was born. I can't remember exactly when I started with the hijab. Probably since I standard 2. Starting with pakai tudung pergi kelas agama. Dan lama-lama jadi biasa. I remembered, during secondary school I dah start ada rasa malu kalau boys at school jumpa I kat luar without the hijab. So, ever since that I pakai tudung setiap kali keluar rumah.

When Im growing up, I masih bertudung tapi tudung berfesyen. Boleh lipat-lipat buat bunga. Kalau tak selempang tu rasa tak cantek. Pakai tudung sebab cover rambut. Bukan aurat yang laen. Tak kisah pun kalau nampak breast sebab rasa kalau tudung labuh mak aiii, sangat ustazah. I have once wearing tudung litup at the office and my colleagues kept on teasing me like, 'nak jadi ustazah ke?'. See, cabaran sungguh.

Then, I started covering my chest. It was hard at first, yela mana cantek pakai selendang lilit-lilit, tapi kena pakai labuh. Kan? Susah, dah x boleh nak lipat-lipat buat bunga. After married, i had decided to really covering the chest. Dulu mungkin before kawen, rasa nak bercantek konon nak attract orang. Astaghfirullahalazim. Lepas kawen, bertudung labuh sikit (msh banyak yang perlu diperbaiki), rasa selamat. Selamat dari pandangan nafsu lelaki bukan muhrim. Selamat takde orang kacau dan rasanya berjaya buat orang rasa tak bernafsu nak pandang. Alhamdulillah.

Yet,  I am still struggling to cover the aurat properly. Not just about wearing hijab, how about my clothes? Sungguh, I have to take a little step at a time. I don't want to rush for being perfectly covered, Im afraid it might take me nowhere. I have to equip myself with the ilmu, knowing why I need to do this and that. Not just follow without argument. Without knowing what's the purposes.

Inshaallah, I really hope that I am istiqomah in finding the redha of Allah. After all, Im just the Caliph of Allah, and the only reason I was born to this world is to worship my Lord. The one and only.

May Allah blessed us.

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Happy Birthday

Dear hubby,

Happy 27th birthday.

Im glad to have u by my side.

I remember, the time we went to PD. And I asked you, 'how do you find PD?' and you answered, 'through my GPS'. LOL. And I just can't stop laughing. Even till today. You made my day :)  You always is.

Love you with all my heart.

With love, hugs &kisses,

Your wife :)

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Minggu cuti sekolah adalah minggu yang mencabar. Yang mana,banyak gila wedding nak kena attend. Dan juga kuatnya dugaan untuk orang nak diet macam I ne. Sungguh! Tapi sejak berkawen ne, I have to face few things yang baru. Seperti nak hadam owh banyaknya family sebelah husband. Setiap kali pergi wedding sebelah husband, memang cuba ingat/hafal muka sedara dan nama dan bagaimana nak adress mereka. Memang mencabar. Sebab kalau next year baru jumpa balik confirm-confirm I lupa dah. Hmmm

Dan cabaran lain adalah seperti 'dah pregnant ke?'. Oh people, could you please stop doing that. Be it wedding sedara or friends memang soalan ne tak terlepas. One hamba Allah did asked me, bila nak pregnant? Hamboiii kau, tanya macam orang takda iman, like I can decide when will that happen. I was being sarcastic by answering 'next month kot'. And to my suprise,it works. Terkedu terus.

Then, I was using that line everytime people asked me the same question. Tapi yang tanya I sopan santun budi bahasa memang I jawab elok-elok. Yang kurang berbudi,kurang berbahasa memang layak kena sarcastic line. Ada sorang tu tanya I bila nak ikut jejak langkah dia (she's expecting a baby), my sister-in-law jawab bagi pihak I. She said 'next month'. Good girl sister. And then she said like, "macam mana pulak boleh tau yang next month pregnant?". Haha. Tau pun kan? Then you dare to ask that question,served you right la. Orang -orang macam ne yang selalunya kita susah nak satisfy.. Yeah, sometime intention dorang baek, they were being concern. It just that they have to rephrase the question and change the intonation perhaps. Right?

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