what a day :(

Simply because i cant thinking of another better title,  i end up recycle and use the same status @ FB.


I dont know how to start..?


Had it ever occured to you,when something bad happened and it's like a chain. All the bad things will keep on coming. Until it made you realized, 'what's the sign God trying to tell you'. It's such a wake up call.

Thinking of piles of work on my table and the week going to be short with the holiday coming on Friday, I decided to go to the office a little bit early. And it's a wrong timing actually. Putra LRT got problems. Oh my, makin lama makin kerap train problem. At 8am, I still can get myself in the train. If 8am still not in the LRT, I am going to be late. When it happened I can finally squeeze myself in the train, it was very crowded and packed. I was like sardin in a can, I cant even move for a better position. Dah la, train sangat slow dan stop at the station longer than it should be. 


When the train approaching Damai station, there's announcement said that it's the last stop and all of us have to leave the train. I was like, SHITTT. I can even heard myself saying that SHITTT word. I was so mad and that shitt word did attracted people surround me and gave me one-kind of look. Oh, at that moment I dont care what people might be judging me. Like I care~


I cant remember how long I stranded at the Damai station but 7 LRTs passed by and I cant even get myself in it. Time tu jugak nak sakit perut. I terus turun pergi toilet,and so happened air kat toilet sangat kotor. Air color merah bagai. Being mad, sampai I terbukak air paip kuat gila and habis basah kaen baju kurung I. That's coming the second SHITT of the day. Then, the dryer is not working and I see no point they equipped those thing if it cannot ease the user. That's goes my 3rd SHITT. If you are pengguna tegar LRT like me and kerapkali facing this train problem since the last 3years, you will know how I really mad, especially train problem in the morning. 


Back to upstairs, the chinese girl in front of me masa beratur sebelum pergi toilet pun still tak dapat naek train. It's 9am already and I couldnt care anymore. Memang dah lambat, so I decided untuk duduk kat kerusi and malas nak bother beratur cepat-cepat naek train.


9.15 - I managed to get myself a place in the coach and I was like lega finally I can get myself in. Then, at the Kampung Baru station, I have to leave the train again. Oh my God, Rapid..It's not funny okay? Are you guys trying to play with me? There it goes, I cant stop myself from saying Shittt..shittt..shittt.. In my whole life, today is the day I sebut Shitt like hundred times.


My story doesnt stop there, sampai at Bangsar station and I was still mad. Still shit-ting. Texted encik tunang that I finally sampai Bangsar. Encik tunang adviced to recite ayat qursi, to cool down myself. Sebab I was in a state whereby I cannot think positive for whatever happened like I used to. I really cant tolerate with the train delay anymore. Seriously. I'm on my first line of the ayat qursi, a man approaching me and asked for money. I dont know what happened to me, I cant recall. What I can remember, he greeted me with salam and to borrow rm38 for reason-I-cannot-remember. He didnt touch me, I dont look into his eyes pun but I have no idea why Im giving him rm50. I did wrote something on the paper, but I cannot remember. It's 2 lines, but I seriously dont know apa yang I tulis. I tak ingat muka dia. After that man berlalu, I still at the same spot, just looking his back away from me. Then, I was like thinking why I gave him my rm50? I tak terasa nak took any action and teruskan perjalanan ke office. Tempat kejadian sangat cerah, banyak orang lalu-lalang even the guard pun nampak I berborak with the man.  I dont know, maybe I kena pukau, maybe I was too mad, I dalam dunia I sendiri ke?I cant think wise ke?..I seriously cant recall.


Masuk dalam building office, then I started thinking and shivering. Im sweating, darah terasa berderau, i sangat blank.. Sampai je office, tears running down my cheek. I sangat-sangat takut. Told my colleagues about it and I straight away changing my maybank2u password, atm pin num. Checking my cards, my jewelleries. Sebab I memang tak ingat I tulis ape on the paper.


Lesson learnt- (1) Control rasa marah-geram-sakit hati. (2) Instead of shit-ting, banyak-banyak selawat, ingat semuanya hanya dugaan Allah. (3) Recites ayat-qursi, al-fatihah, surah 3-qul everytime keluar rumah and bila rasa tak dapat control diri.  (4) Keep alert with surrounding. (5) Stop being friendly ramah tamah dengan orang tak kenal. 


Whatever is, I sangat bersyukur I selamat. Nothing bad happened. Allah nak remind me, dont take things for granted. 


Yang I ralat, Rm50 for me sangat banyak. Dengan lepas Raya, budget lari, bayar deposit sana-sini, wedding preps lagi. I am seriously sangat terasa kehilangan RM50. RM50 mean so much to me, especially dalam keadaan budget tight ne.


So, girls out there..please be extra careful. Nowadays tak kira tempat cerah ke, orang ramai ke, danger still await. Dont forget to recite ayat-qursi everytime keluar rumah.


It's a CALL. Kena muhasabah diri, Allah masih sayang. Mungkin ada benda yang I lupa, Allah nak ingatkan. I wont let this exprience just bygone like that. I want this experience to be the meaningful one. I taknak sia-siakan pengalaman ne. If not, I was at double-rugi side. RM50 melayang, masa terbuang but I learnt nothing kan? So, I will always keep this lesson in mind.

Trauma Jumpa Dentist

Ada tak orang suka jumpa dentist?
Berapa ramai sangat yang regularly buat appointment every 6 months, to check up their teeth?

I am one those people who will always say NO if it have to be meet-the-dentist.
Why? I will blame my bad experience when I was in standard 4.
That doctor quite a big size, and it was like he's trying so hard. Sangat kasar. Penuh mulut I dengan tangan dia. Bius tak cukup jugak I guess. Scary. I dont know how long he took, but it's damn too long for me. I can saw he's sweating too. Eiuuww, geli.

The second one would be experience with the nurse & dentist klinik kerajaan yang datang ke sekolah setiap tahun. Tell me, berapa ramai yang akan nervous-jantung-macam-nak-terkeluar everytime nampak classmates balik dari check gigi and bring green cards? Then, akan berusaha tengok berapa green card dia bawa balik and have to nervously wait for the teacher to call out the names. And sangat relief bila nama tak kena panggil sebab 'yeay, gigi aku okey'. The most importantly, tak payah jumpa dengan nurse tu semua.

Sape yang macam di atas? jom sep tangan, because we are in the same boat. Hehe :p

The reasons would be - Nurse quite kasar & buat sambil lewa. Maybe nak kena entertain ramai budak sekolah yang ada problems gigi. So, they tend to ambil mudah.

Masa darjah 2, nurse tu boleh pulak dok borak dengan nurse sebelah masa tengah tampal gigi I. Ngilu-sakit semua ada. Serious sikit buat kerja kak. Grrrr..

Bila sekolah menengah dah bijak sikit, bila nurse panggil untuk cabut/tampal gigi, I will always quickly tell them that I have personal dentist. Owh, I bajet anak orang kaya ada personal dentist segala. I rather cabut/tampal gigi kat luar. Quite expensive, but then rasa secure. Equipment pun okey.

I cant really remember when was the last time I meet the Dentist? I guess when I was in high school.
Long time ago.

So, bila lately I sakit gigi I dah mula kelam-kabut risau nak kena pergi jumpa dentist. Sampai at one time, gigi dah sakit sangat. Makan & minum benda manis je, mesti sakit 'nyut-nyut'. Seriously sakit gila. Dah tak tertahan, I decided to jumpa dentist jugak.

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I make a research/survey first on last Friday. Asking my colleagues & friends their experience, which place is cheaper and the important thing,sakit or not? If ada yang bagi jawapan sakit, I will straight away blacklist that clinic. I make a phone calls to few clinics until I decided to try one at Carrefour Wangsa Maju. I am looking for a dentist perempuan yang lembut. Sebab I dah serik with dentist lelaki dan kasar.

I found one, it's Klinik Pergigian Darul Ehsan. I tau I sounds so funny when I did asked questions like 'doctor perempuan kan?', 'doctor soft tak?', 'kena makan dulu ke tak sebelum cabut gigi?' and sort of questions yang budak umur 25tahun tak patut tanya. Hey, blame my bad experience and it was like I really cant remember how does it feel bila cabut/tampal gigi.

Yeah, I did it. I set up an appointment at 2pm yesterday. Dari pukul 4pm Friday sampai ke 2pm Saturday memang hidup I tak tenang. Takut-nervous weii. And I went there by myself (memang heroin habis pergi sorang2, sebab encik tunang pergi candat sotong kat terengganu).

I dont know whether gigi I berlubang ke ape, so I asked the dentist to check first. Alang-alang tu, I minta dia check whole gigi la, sebab I bukan manusia yang datang check up gigi setiap 6 bulan sekali. The result, it's not actually gigi yang problem, just that the root of my gigi bongsu dah merayau dan mencengkam my gigi geraham. Jadi, harus potong akar tersebut. Overall, gigi I okey dan 1 geraham bawah kena tampal. Since I takmo kerap sangat dating dengan dentist, so I suruh dia tampal terus sementara nak tunggu ubat bius nak buang akar menyerap.

Adoi, sakit jugak rupanya bila tampal gigi. Yang sakit tu masa kak dentist tengah cuci gigi. Buang akar tu tak sakit sangat since dah dibius kan?

Lega..semua settled, except the part semalam susah gila nak makan. Tak bole mengunyah sebelah kiri sebab tempat yang buang akar tu masih bleeding dan sangat risau nak mengunyah sebelah kanan, takut tampal tu tak melekat betul2. Gila paranoid kan? Haha. Semalam memang tidor dengan kelaparan.

What can be concluded from my yesterday's experience? I will say it's not that bad. Nothing to be fear of. Seriously, it just took courage. Be bold. Haha. And I decided, before I lupa rasa sakit cabut/palam gigi, better I regularly jumpa dentist every 6months. Even I sekarang berangan, sebelum kawen nak pergi scaling-whitening my gigi, cantik-cantik kan gigi segala..Nanti ambil gambar, cantik je gigi. Macam gigi Shila OIAM.

pic credit to Yahoo! Image
I adore her. Cantik weh gigi dia.

And Klinik Pergigian Darul Ehsan is highly recommended for those yang takut nak cabut gigi macam I. Doctor tu soft gile, dia selalu remind I, if sakit bagitau. Then, bila dia nak inject I, die cakap 'tahan sikit ye'. Okey, senang cerita, jika nak dilayan bagai budak umur 8tahun bila dengan dentist. So, kak dentist ne memang lepas piawaian. Hehe. The price is affordable and quite cheap if nak compare ngn dental clinic lain kat area KL ne.

Details of the clinic

So, I dah tak trauma. Yeay~ I dah overcome one of my fear factor (belagak betul. ceh ceh :p)